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Oct. 11th, 2009 @ 04:45 pm
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Do people still use LJ?Current Mood:  bored |
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Life is beautiful, amazing, wonderful. Crazy sometimes to think of the different ways - the speed at which it unfolds. The things that make you think holy shit, how did I end up where I am. The good, the bad, the ugly.
The way you no longer resonate with ideals you once held sacred, life changing, always, changing. The people, yourself, the career, the house, the man, the girl, your mind, crying, laughing, screaming, fucking, kill kill kill, murder murder murder.
Slept 18 hours in 5 days, yet never have felt so alive, so happy. I dont need drugs, my body just stays awake, been living my life 20 hours a day, everything is peace although at the same time I suspect I am losing my mind more and more each day. Doing things that I never thought I would do, because my mind was so preoccupied with it from the jump that it manifested itself.
All in all my life is pretty fucking crazy. I guess there is no aspect of it that remains untouched.Current Mood:  curious |
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Man I feel like crap. Got a sinus headache, mad congested and all sorts of nasty symptoms and ailments.
A stupid whore at my job is complaining that I shop at Victoria's Secret and Sephora too much and dont do enough work. What the fuck. Its unbelievable how fucking gay these haters are. Sorry you're so fucking jealous of me that you dont even know what to do with yourself. Christ, when I come from my lunch break with my shopping bags, if looks could kill, I'd be dead at the door. People are so fucking annoying.Current Mood:  sick |
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Your car aint shit, your money aint shit, your dick aint shit, your music aint shit, your house aint shit, your gear aint shit, your daddy aint shit, you aint shit, nigga I'm the shit. |
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I am blazed as hell. I got some hash oil recently and smoking that has been craaazy, especially since my tolerance has plummeted. I got back from a three week vacation in the Czech Republic about two weeks ago and I would go back in a heart beat despite the weed lack.
Work has been craaaazy.
People at my job are jealous and trying to fuck me, but fuck 'em. I got that shit on lockdown baby, gotta keep it gully...cuz streets is gutta! Whatta gwan? Me come yah fi drink milk, me no come ya fi count cow!
The room mate situation is a little wacked out but hey....whatever, I don't even spend that much time at home.
I can't hang. The other night I got served with a "our friendship is in jeopardy" letter but could not be arsed to respond yet. I know she wants to talk about it. I know she's upset that I don't really care anymore, and that I don't care that I don't care. When she started up about it the other night though I told her I didn't feel like talkin about it then but I'll write back a letter to her further discussing "the stuff we need to talk about". No tellin' when that letters gonna type itself up, haha. Delay it, then let it just blow over. Perfect.
I smuggled some Czech plum Brandy called Slivovicé which is like 1000 proof, homemade, ordered from some old Czech grandpa my grandmother knows. I ALSO BROUGHT over some Becherovka and Fernet Stock. Yummy yummy, in my tummy. So all in all I have been pretty fucked up since I got back, not mentioning the Czech pharms I got from my grandma who probably didn't even understand what they are. Ambien...Xanax...Oxycontin....love me in your lap oblivious bliss. Ambien in Czech is sold under the name Stilnox. I mean how cute is that? |
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I forgot that today is Monday and not Sunday and am laying around the house with a towel on my head, a pink gel eye mask on and fixing to go to the nail salon. Oops?
I got a new tattoo which currently in its heeling phase looks like a crispy, sunburned piece of shit and itches like a bitch and a half.
Also in other news I am obsessed with men. I mean more so than usually. It is starting to become more and more difficult to decide if the ones I am talking to are really prime specimens or if I am just horny, but shhh don't tell anyone.
Feb. 18th, 2008 @ 03:23 pm
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| » Dillema |
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I want to fuck my supervisor real bad.
Only problem is if I agree to go out with him, and we do have sex, what if its bad?
Then I have to see him everyday and... try to respect his authority despite his suckassness in bed.
Perhaps I am just being paranoid.
He is twice my age though....then again thats never stopped me.
What to do...what to do...
In other news my room mate is driving me crazy as is living in one room with such an energy sucking human being.
Christmas is in two days, so far I have bought 2 xmas presents, and for myself a pair of boots, two shirts, two necklaces, two pairs of earrings, stockings, a new cutting board......oops, I think I have started to miss the point of holiday shopping.
Dec. 22nd, 2007 @ 09:39 pm
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| » Life is strange. |
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You can't trust anyone. Another sad but true fact of life.
Its a strange feeling when you start to let go of someone who's been in your life for a while.
I don't mean trying to talk yourself out of thinking about them but really...realizing...that truthfully they've efficiently killed almost any remaining love and respect you felt for them.
Oct. 4th, 2007 @ 08:54 pm
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| » Yeah, so |
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Things have pretty much sucked ass lately.
My man betrayed me, but didn't exactly cheat on me, but its complicated, I broke up with him, spent a few days feeling like someone punched me in the stomach repeatedly, knee deep in tissues, the hurt felt like murder - cut to- boyfriend ends up in emergency room, I go to visit twice in the hospital and things just get hella fuckin confusing from there.
Ultimately it is obvious that most men just can't live up to the things they promise or even the men they want to be so its just like, fuck em'. Don't let them ever make you believe that they're not full of shit.
Being how they are full of it (the road to hell is paved with good intentions), if you let your happiness depend on someone else, you're basically fucked.
Sep. 19th, 2007 @ 06:23 pm
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I'm single again.
Sep. 14th, 2007 @ 12:25 pm
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| » Why bother. |
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I am just so FUCKING disappointed and also very pissed off.
You know, really.
Fuck my mother and my boyfriend and you, you know who you are.
I am so sick....of everyone's BULLSHIT.
I really I want to cut you all out of my life sometimes.
If I could take off right now and not let anyone know where I am, I so would.
On second thought...I probably can...
Sep. 7th, 2007 @ 11:11 pm
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Well I guess its no secret that my boyfriend and I are a bit more shopping obsessed that most people...
Cameron: what should i buy?
Cameron: visvim backpack or ndg 180s?
Nina: ndg180
Cameron: my bear picks the more expensive one
Cameron: haha
Nina: ok then the backback
Nina: ilike it
Cameron: as do i
Cameron: baby
Cameron: that elk leather<3
Cameron: you have no idea
Nina: ew
Cameron: i'll get it and let you feel it
Nina: is it from its ass
Cameron: it's sooooooo buttery
Nina: they killed an elk for its ass skin
Nina: thats fucked up
Cameron: i don't know what part of the elk it's from
Cameron: they probably killed the elk for it's meat
Cameron: then used it's skin for buttery leather
Nina: its so sad
Cameron: you have leather goods
Nina: i know i'm thinking about it
Nina: its sad
Cameron: baby
Cameron: what if i wrote in my will that i wanted to be skinned and turned into a wallet?
Nina: what the hell is your problem
Cameron: only when i die bear!
Cameron: what's the problem?
Nina: crazy
Aug. 20th, 2007 @ 11:33 pm
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97 Degrees in NY = People are going to smell fucking wretched on the subway today.
Jul. 9th, 2007 @ 08:47 am
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| » FUCK OFF FUCK OFF |
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NO I DO NOT HAVE A GOD DAMNED IPHONE.
GOD.
A completely fucking random stranger at Starbucks came up to me and ASKED me if I had an iphone and then showed me his.
Are you fucking kidding me???
I don't care, fuck you!
Jul. 5th, 2007 @ 09:50 pm
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| » Quck update |
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I am moving in with Nora in one month.
No I am not kidding.
And .... I know.
Jun. 30th, 2007 @ 12:46 am
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| » :P |
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Honey I'm home, nevermind why our bank account's suddenly grown
It's funny, we're so out of this debt from this money we owe
Woulda ya...mind if I told you I had two governments overthrown
To keep our son enrolled in a private school, and to keep ya tummy swollen
C'mon, our fuckin' home was built on the foundation of bloody throats
The hungry stolen of they souls, of course this country's runnin' coke
I took a stunted oath to hush the one's who know
But CIA conducts the flow of these young hustlers who lust for dough
- Tonedeff
Jun. 9th, 2007 @ 11:17 pm
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WE LOVE YOU PARIS!
Jun. 4th, 2007 @ 11:30 pm
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My baby Paris Hilton is officially in jail and serving time.
*tears*
Her mugshotis cute though.
Jun. 4th, 2007 @ 09:08 am
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| » Hahaha Oh Karl |
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Larry King: In other words, my wife is right. You should always look good.
LAGERFELD: Yes, impeccable and I think especially if one is over 20 and when you're over 20, one should be impeccable, middle-aged and late middle-aged people neglected is one of the most disgusting things I know in life. Young people can do that, but older people they better be clean. I can say that because I'm old enough to say that.
Hahahaha I <3 Karl Lagerfeld
May. 29th, 2007 @ 09:29 am
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I really think I should get a fucking exponential raise for each day that I don't kill one of these dumb motherfuckers.
May. 24th, 2007 @ 07:30 pm
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